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Jus came back from 2 days Bn day. It was PAINFUL. not physcially but mentally... its worse than being in a meeting at work and thats for the 1st day.

2nd day wasnt so bad. thats when the men starts to come in. we had a Q&A session between the men and the commanders. The men decided to question me about the out pro for last ICT. why we were the last.

I explained them in details and they accepted it. The day whizzed by and we are allowed to book out. Fauzi gave me a lift home.

On the way home, the subject of the company was being brought up. 

I asked him a very simple question. Does the men hate me as i have always been the devil. Fauzi looked at me in surprise then ask me why do i think tat way. 

I told him i jus had a feeling abt it. He laughed and says that i have gotten it all wrong. he told me tat the men and commanders were actually happy that im the CSM instead of the others. (Fauzi is the 2nd in command) 

He has talked to men and junior commanders and he told me what de men thought.

The men understand my situation and they had put themselves in my shoes. They know the reason why i have to be the devil and be so strict with them. they know the reason why i have to make them do so much and make them do so much drills.

they know why i have to push them so much despite the fact that its jus reservice. 

When they saw my company tag changed to Alpha, they asked me why am i not in HQ anymore. i told them that HQ don like me and so they transferred me to Alpha. I told them then Fauzi would then become the new CSM. 

It was then when i realized that how much control and command i have over the men. One of men told me straight in the face that if the transfer is true, then HQ will fall cos they know Fauzi cannot control them. 

They were actually happy to have me as their CSM. 

LOL

Updates!!!

Wa! its been so long since i last updated this blog of mine... think its gonna rot soon if i don post something up.

Time for some recap, all in chronological order...

1. Got a new toy for Wii. A dancing mat with DDR Hottest party game. Was having fun with it, sweating buckets. Played till late night, mum came and showed us her fury. Decided to dance by landing on toes. Got a fast song, jumped too high, landed badly on a bad angle, sprained my ankle. Out of action for 3 weeks...

2. Receive news that there is gonna some movement in my department but no confirmation from anyone. Then receive news that there might be another opening in another department. But still waiting for the new structure to be set up. 

3. Bought 4 DVDs. Red Cliff 2, 200 pound beauty, Yip Man, The Tokyo tower. Watched 3 of them at one shot. Still have not watched Tokoyo Tower... Must find time for it.

4. A frd decided to help me print my book! 

5. Continued writing story for He & She. Left off from Dec last year.

6. Got a new game for Wii, The Legend of Zelda. Fun Fun Fun and the puzzles almost drove me crazy.

7. Got myself a new portable HDD, 360 GB. Cool looking! 

8. Night ride to Mount Faber. Challenged the mother of all climbs. Almost kaput... Saw Antony dismount and push. Straight away give up and push also... Then realise how close i am to the summit.

9. Night Ride to Tampines Trail. Hougang -> ECP -> Changi Coast Road -> Changi V -> Pasir Ris -> Loyang -> Tampines. Never went in the trail, too dangerous. Some of us went to the coffee shop and wait for them. Seehow got battle scar when he was in the trail.

10. Bought another new toy for Wii. Guitar Hero World Tour, with the band set. Hell lot of fun playing drums in my room! Hell Yea!!!

11. Received news about movement in the company again. This time more clear. But decided not to tell anyone or say anything and its still sketchy.

12. Wilson msned me, asking for ideas on how to declare his love to a gal he like. In de end fail... LOL.

13. Registered for NTU bike rally, 128KM. 

14. Started a 1 time training for NTU bike rally. Full island. Pong chek on mandai road on the way back. Too many climbs...

15. Changed tires for my bicycle. Kept kenda nevegal for the front, Maxxis ignitor for the rear. Test ride was so damn smooth~~~~~

16. News about movement for the department again. Rumours!!! But still have some truth in it.

17. 128KM Bike rally day! woke up at 430 am. Met jeremy, moved off. Seehow overslept so we went to ECP 1st. Registered, seehow came, loaded ourselves with carbo. Flagged off at 730am. Clustered F*ck initially, so we stayed behind. 

So many god damned climbs, luckily changed tires, else will die. Finished at 3pm. Jeremy came in at ard 315pm. We collected our goodie backs then moved to Carls Jr to rest. Rain came, hungry, bought Carls Jr. Rain stopped ard 5pm, cycled back home. 

Got a sore butt, sun burnt arms and 2 color tones for the skin.

18. Bought a new watch for her. Original price $800++. Discounted: $400. Sherry bought a watch for me too. Ellesse.

19. Brought mother to Cafe Cartel for dinner. Had St Louis Pork Ribs. She almost fainted when she saw the size of it. We ordered 2 servings of St Louis, 1 Chicken and Fish, 1 chef salad. 1 Hot chocolate, 1 mocha and 1 cookies and cream. 

20. Short ride from Hougang to Seng Kang. Met new frds. Joel joined us when we were almost ending the ride. LOL. 

21. Received news that Ash is leaving us. The department got her a watch from Fcuk. Wondering when its my turn....

22. Bought 1 Ipod Nano and 1 Ipod Touch. Impulsive purchases for the Touch. Nevertheless, still having fun with it.

23. Bought new games for Wii! My fav game series of all times. Final Fantasy! Echo of Times. And also Super Smash Brawl! Had fun!!!

24. Mahjong from 11am to 630pm. Brought mom and dad to Cafe Cartel. 1st time for dad. Was planning to go Pasta Mania, but dad says he wan pork chop. Same as mom, almost fainted when he saw the ribs. 

25. Had dinner at NeBo. Tried the Gladiator Sandwich. KOAZ, Bigger than Carl's Jr.... Had a hard time trying to finished it. In de end take away. Watched Handsome Suit today. Laughed my ass off. Damn funny and touching too. 

Half of the Sandwich! 4 Pieces of chicken, 8 pieces of Ham. Tons of Cheese and Gravy!!!

Watched a documentary on Chinese History today. Awww! I wanted to study Chinese History! Damn it! It has been a long burning passion of mine but no chance to fulfil it!!

Hiaz