雨天

朦胧细雨夜虚空,
深处情感此时涌,
男儿有泪不轻弹,
只是未到伤心处.

脱口而出意非意,
不知是好错再错,
悔不当初言不言,
千言万语埋又埋.

此时此刻回忆现,
拨起当时伊人颜,
唤起那时汉娇恋,
刹时刹刻念盘旋.

山盟海誓皆情深,
天长地久皆永时,
天荒地老皆白头,
海枯石烂情却灭.

不怨苍天不怨谁,
只有花开又花落,
天若有情天亦老,
人间正道是沧桑.

一寸光阴一寸金,
寸金难买寸光阴,
一生能有多少回,
轰轰烈烈爱一回.

Goal

I have been busy with work for de past few week... I seriously don know wat i wan out from my work now... i think wat im doing now is not wat i really wan... I have
been goaless since i took over data analytics and dashboard... Now work is no longer as interesting as it is... Although de workload is heavy enough to keep my tots from straying... Its not doing enough to keep some feelings away... De worst thing is, it came when i was working in de office late at nite... And it affects my emotion at tat point of time...
Somehow, my next goal in work appear to me just now... It didn't come as a surprise to me... it was one of my next goal... But i didn't know tat i would come to this point so fast... After considering de fact tat i have cleared de most recent goal, its only natural tat de other step is to go towards de next step...
So i guess its another meeting with boss tomolo in regards to this issue...
Its not tat i have not let him know abt my ROA... He knows wat i wan from this dept... we had a very in depth discussion on this particular issue. We made known to each other wat's our plan and how things should go... So tomolo's short meeting is to reinforce my target and de achievementstattat i wan to achieve...

Hell... de virtual keyboard for SE's phone sucks... Oh by de way, im blogging through my hp now... hahaha

Studies!!!

Ar... Im touching books again... This time its 3 books at one go... All about Excel... Wahahaha... Seriously i need to brush up my excel skills... been so rusty on it till im getting a bit efficient. I need to retouch on query building again... Been slacking...

Boss talked about new resources today with me... Guess he could see our workload was getting damn crazy... LOL

Surprise

WA!!! I didn't know that a lot of people was so worried wor... LOL... No worries la people... Hahaha

My Regrets

It’s too late now, still I’ve got something to say…

Girl I’m sorry that I treated you that way...

Time has gone now, and the moment has passed…

When I had the chance to try and make us last...

All alone now, and it’s no one’s fault by mine…

Couldn’t see the truth, I had those blinded eyes...

You have moved on, still I don’t give a damn…

Got to get this off my chest while I can...

Every single hour,

Of every single day,

I Miss you more and more,

Don’t know what to say,

I Know I closed the door,

You’re gone and on your way

But now, I need you, I need you…

Wanna take it back to the day when we first met,

If I could, I’d start all over again…

Our love is My Regret


Should have known then, what I know now…

Dying every second that you’re not around

Should have been there, when you needed me…

Now I’m by myself, on my bended knees

Should have loved you, while I had the chance to…

Couldn’t realize that you were the truth

Should have shown you, what you meant to me…

Baby now I see, that you were my queen

Every single hour,

Of every single day, I

Miss you more and more,

Don’t know what to say, I

Know I closed the door,

Sent you on your way

And now you’re gone…